moods

/mud/

1. a state or quality of feeling at a particular time: What’s the boss’ mood today?
2. a distinctive emotional quality or character: The mood of the music was almost funereal.
3. a prevailing emotional tone or general attitude: the country’s mood.
4. a frame of mind disposed or receptive, as to some activity or thing: I’m not in the mood to see a movie.
5. a state of sullenness, gloom, or bad temper.

You think I’m complicated, and you’re right. I’m actually amazed you’ve stuck around this long . . . yet experience tells me that there is quite a number of people willing to put up with generally-shitty behavior; do we then choose based on who can best take our shit? Sometimes I have this playful urge to be nice, sometimes my demons make me a model of apathy. But all the time – believe me – I genuinely enjoy the moments.